People say that the best way to move on is to first stumble along in the darkness for a little while.
...I don't know who said this.
But clearly when they did they were still lost in the darkness and had no way of knowing what was coming out of their mouth.
Besides...

How does one really know when their out of the darkness?

( Out of the darkness... )

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts...



Her fingers curled around the cool stone of the marble beams holding up the castle walls, from afar she could hear the church's chime.

Ding, ding, ding...ding.

( If Only I'd Known... )

I hate you.

It's interesting how many different ways, in different languages you can say this line. My first time...was to her.

( I Hate You )

Circles...Circles...What ridiculous stupid concept for a shape...still my ring has never stopped glittering...But of course things have changed. I realised who I am, I gained control as one of the most powerful female artists...and I...

I have a daughter.

( Run Johnny Run )

I don't know when I learned the lesson for certain...
I don't know if it was the first time I stepped into JE as a child.
Or the first time I smiled at the music at my first Jrock concert...
I don't know what made me into this person or how I learned it all for certain-
All I know is I get what Keito means...

In a moment, everything can change.

( Everything Will Change )

I'm not exactly sure what happened. What control I had at that point or even how I'd made Yamada obey me...I just had...

But in all honesty, it wouldn't be the last time I'd use it.

( Believe in it )

Chad Rogers was probably the most inhumane, insufferable asshole I'd ever met.
...and I was dating him.

( PREGNANT?! )

"You need a healthy diet! Open!" Cashel pointed the chopstick of broccoli at Ryutaro's mouth..."Say ah, sweetie-"

"No." Ryutaro pouted...

"Please?"

( I'M NOT A LITTLE GIRL! )

I'm going to say this as simply as I can...
Explaining something like this is hard because when one does it over and over it tends to ware on them and they feel it is anything but real...
So I'll try my best, no, I will say exactly how this is-

I won't be corny...and lame.
I won't say music and effort changed here or anywhere. I won't say our smiles brightened....All I'll say is the silent thought we all share...
The quiet proof of change...
There is no lyric or music piece or equivalent when this happened it...

Oh yeah, because there is you...



( Look is Everything...and real estate. )